letting Go.

WOW. the things that have happened since i last wrote on my blog. I don't wan to say they are horrible.. but lets just say I lost and gained . I lost track of what I was at school for and now i'm trying to regain my focus. My friends . . weren't my friends. . My boy friend changed along with the season .. guess it was just a summer fling for him . While on my part it was more of something meaningful . I did things I shouldn't have had but at the moment I felt they were right . I dont hate anyone .. I'm just dissapointed that people let me down and well .. .. i just wish things would have happened differently. I love the people in my life now and well . .soon i'll be leaving to Towson, i'll be closer to family and the lost love ..Now to continue these math labs . :)

I never planned for us to happen and thats my favorite part of this relationship . . having you as a friend or as boy friend makes me happy. . and that's all that matters.
These past few months with you at school, in the caf, on oovoo, skype, talons .. lol i can keep going and going but lol you get the point . . anywhere with you , i'm always smiling or laughing lol and i love itt. Your the best at whatever you do . . So where ever life takes uss . . or whatever ends up happening , just know that RIGHT RIGHT now . .your one of the reasons i smile :) #cornyshoutout buuuut IDGAF lol :)

Freshman Year at UMES

Soo . . after leaving high school I was so disoriented and lost. . but stepping foot on that campus just changed everything .I'm not gonna say I didn't go through some CRAZYY stuff at UMES but I did learn alot about myself the hard way . .

I was always told to watch my back because they always coming for me . . and when I got to school I started realizing how true it was but .. anyways as time passed I made friends after friends ..lol But there was one girl who became like my sister.. her name is Elise :] Like, to be honest . . she literally became my sister . We were like that .. until some stupid shit happend .. lets just say ME + Elise and ALCOHOL don't mix .lol We went hammington on eachother and well . . the friendship was hard to re kindle . . after months and months of not speaking to each other .. she came to my birthday party that my co-workers (whom I loveee) threw for me .. it was sweet . they took care of mee :) Until I left . .LOL but I had my babe there for mee .. any ways .. back to ELISE ! lol she came and she was there for me .. we sat in the bathroom and just apologized and spoke to eachother and we caught up on everything. . i love her and till this day ..i can truley say she is one of my realest chicks . :)